Amadeo Padilla sees his choice to use the real nails in the morada as a way for him to reach “ total redemption in one gesture, if only he can do it right.” He does not know if he has it in him to ask for the real nails, while getting up in front of the whole town. When Amadeo arrived with the cross, he told Tio Tive he would do the real nails. Amadeo was in front of the whole town nailed on his palms and feet. Amadeo’s pain in the cross, nailed, is his way of asking for forgiveness for all the bad things he has regretted in his past. He wants to be absorbed from his own pain. One of Amadeo’s sins was never being close to his