At the same time of his conformity, the narrator is continually questioning who he really is in his own inward reflections upon himself. In the search for his true identity, the narrator takes on other identities which he at first believes are his own. As he follows these identities through, he finds both more security with them while also finding more questioning leading him away and to new identities. The first questioning he notices occurs at the school after Bledsoe tells him, “you learn where you are and get yourself power, influence, contact with powerful and influential people –then stay in the dark and use it” (145) causing the narrator to question his place in society that he thought he served, finding that he isn’t there to just serve the white society, but that he has a greater influence then he thought. This answer to his question is later reinforced when he goes to work for Liberty Paints and finds that, “I been studying this machinery for over twenty-five years….That fool couldn’t make no engineer ‘cause he can’t see what ‘s staring him straight in the face”(217) where just because a man may have a better theoretical understanding of the job doesn’t mean he can actually perform the job, where Liberty Paints must rely on Lucius Brockway rather than someone higher in society portraying the need for the oppressed black society. This eventually leads the narrator to