It is negative because the journals contain private records for herself. They are for Esther and Sarah. Therefore, Esther does not need to hide her feelings to her closest friend. In many entries, Esther mentions Mr. Burr, her husband. Her sudden marriage was not perfectly happy, so her entries sometimes include complaints about her husband. She also wrote about her wearyness of the world. For example, when visitors came at night, she recorded her feeling in an entry that it was too harsh to visit late at night although she liked to serve others. The many complaints about others and the world in the entries explain that there were limits to the expression of women’s opinion outside private