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Throughout the course of the story, Neddy is swimming and drinking. The alcohol is distorting time and aiding to his memory failure. Eventually, Neddy begins to feel the effects of his alcoholism. He feels tired and cold, and he notices himself losing weight. The people he was once close with seem to have drifted away, and he feels alienated. The only thing that seems to be constant is the fact that he wants a drink. “It was probably the first time in his adult life that he had ever cried, certainly the first time in his life that he had ever felt so miserable, cold, tired, and bewildered. He could not understand the rudeness of the caterer’s barkeep or the rudeness of a mistress who had come to him on her knees and showered his trousers with tears.” It is clear that alcohol is the reason for this emotional state Neddy is in. he would block out all the bad memories and drink to numb the pain, resulting in his forgetting a lot from his last recent years. When he steps into his house, he realizes that the house is empty and is hit with reality. The alcohol explains why he feels the way he does, and is in fact the reason he feels that way. Alcohol brings us to the conclusion of the