As he considers his options, O’Brien finally decides that “I would not do what I should do...I would not be brave.” In the face of his own chance to define his life rather than following the orders that were given to him, O’Brien realizes that there is simply too much at stake for him. The persistent repetition of “I would not” demonstrates all of the morally correct reasons for evasion to Canada, yet O’Brien decides otherwise. In doing so, O’Brien hammers home the point that no matter how virtuous one option is, ultimately fear will outweigh virtue. As such, when faced with his impulse choice, O’Brien states that “I saw a seven-year-old boy in a white cowboy hat…I saw a twelve-year old Little League shortstop pivoting to turn a double play.” Serving primarily as an emotional booster for his argument through incorporation of nostalgic memories, O’Brien’s use of anaphora emphasizes what “I (O’Brien) saw,” and subsequently, what he