This is revealed in the beginning of the novel when Jake describes his relationship with Finn, “I sometimes feel that Finn has very little inner life…I count Finn as an inhabitant of my universe, and cannot conceive that he has one containing me” (9). Jake then goes on to talk about how he has a “complex…and highly differentiated” (9) life and that “this is what always happened; [I] would be at pains to put [my] universe in order and set it ticking, when suddenly it would burst again into a mess of the same poor pieces” (9). It is this complicated inner life of his, in which he is the star of his own ongoing soap opera, that Jake has to struggle with throughout the novel, as it is the reason for most of his