What Does Religion Mean To Me Essay

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Religion has always been hazy to me. Being born into a christian family I never had my own voice in religion, or what I would be doing on a Sunday morning. Religion for me wasn’t a choice and being younger I was okay with that. Going to church has always been so horrendous to me and I never really stood up for myself before because I never saw a different religion that my family would “like” me to admire. When the pastor stands up and preaches a sermon I don’t feel the same way as others do around me. Even the children feel that special feeling when the pastor would read an unthinkable number of verses from the book that has been changed throughout the oh so many years. Religion is something people look to when they need someone to believe in when the going gets hard, or when the clouds get cloudy. Faith isn’t when you believe in something, it’s when you feel that special feeling, it’s when someone says the holy father’s name you get a …show more content…
Waking up every Sunday morning to the smells of cooking. Cold glasses of milk to down the pancakes and bacon. Getting dressed to make a perfect presentation of yourself or your family. Riding in a car shoulder to shoulder with your young and older brothers. The same routine every week for many years, the repetitiveness of being woken up in the middle of a deep sleep, many days have been spent restless at the church that family and I use to attend. My seat sits empty during all of the celebration going on around it. Cold and bitter, cobwebs under the seat where I used to carve animals into the back of the seat in front of me and blame it on my brothers. I needed change, a lot of it, soon. When the change did come around it was a whole new world. Different happinesses in this sad world. Seeing old faces with the same old look was finally changed now I see happy faces, new people, different clothing, different lifestyles. A whole new world that I knew nothing