He had also lost many. He had learned that he was alive, so on the other side of the spectrum, he learned that he would also die. Because of this realization, he worried himself sick. On the hottest day of summer, Douglas had a fever. His body was slow. Even his thoughts were heavy. Every thought was a seed pellet falling in an hourglass. At that time he felt nostalgic. His thoughts crept to the trolley, John Huff, the green machine, Colonel Freeleigh, the happiness machine, and everything that he had lost that summer went through his mind. This realization took the biggest toll on