For some reason, he felt ashamed.” After Jerry finds the poster in his locker ripped, and his new sneakers torn and slashed, a sense of guilt and shame fills him. It is at this point where a major theme of the book’s presence is strengthened. “A new sickness invaded Jerry, the sickness of knowing what he had become, another animal, another beast, another violent person in a violent world, inflicting damage, not disturbing the universe but damaging it.” Jerry begins to realize that he is not simply disturbing the universe, a futile act in itself, but damaging