With the tension rising in the United States during the war, it became unsafe to be Japanese, so the family had to try to hide their identity. The day after the father was taken away, the mom burned all of her belongings that had any relation to Japan. Then, as Otsuka tells us, “she sent the boy and his sister to school with peanut butter and jelly sandwiches in their lunch pails. No more rice balls, she said. “And if anyone asks, you’re Chinese” (76). By not allowing them to eat rice balls for lunch and instead opting for a traditional American meal, the mother hopes to separate them from their Japanese culture. She also does this by plainly telling them to say they are Chinese and to abandon their own identity completely. The mom tells the kids these things in the hope that they will not be harassed or bullied for their identities because she is scared something will happen to them. Additionally, she is also ashamed to present as Japanese, and internalized shame is a major part of internalized