I wasn’t allowed to eat anything the night before the surgery, so I was very hungry when I woke up. I got in the car at 5:00 am. It was still dark out when I got in the car. When I walked outside the war summer air hit me and I knew that I would be missing this feeling fo a while. My surgery was going to be performed at the New England Baptist in Dedham, I had a long ride ahead of myself. When I got to the hospital I signed in at the check in counter and I signed a whole lot of paper work. After the mountain of paper work was finished I sat down next to my Mom and Dad and waited. I remember sitting there thinking to myself “I could die on the operating table.” Every possible thing that could go wrong was going through my head at that moment. Then the thought of being able to play lacrosse came over me and I just calmed down. I knew that if I could push through this that I could get through anything. I forgot about all those thoughts and I sat peacefully for another fifteen