These feeling were shorted lived when he stated that I needed to abort the smallest two babies. They were not growing properly I thought he was crazy how could he ask me their mother to allow him to do. I started to pray for them every minute and every day. I know longer could think about the loss of my freedom only the well-being of my children. I refused the abortion and continued by bi-weekly check-ups. I carried my beautiful babies for thirty-four and half weeks they were premature but alive and healthy. The day of their birth changed my life. I now understood why my mother gives so unselfishly to her kids. This journey has transformed me into not only a mother but a better sister, daughter, and friend. I was born again the day my children entered into my life, and every day has been an even bigger adventure than I could have ever imaged. My kids have taught me to love more and laugh more. They are the best part of me, and I think God for them every day. I stay current with world events just because I care more about what is going on in the world.