The story were i gained years of experience not only working with her at home but in the classroom, along with her fellow disabled peers. The story were i realized that i wanted to teach special ed and help others not because it was something i had to do or could do but something i want to do. The story that is still going on as i try to help her grow up and become the woman she's suppose to be. But as i begin down the path of becoming a special ed teacher questions and controversies have already come up along the way. Does special ed really help? Is there a significant display of good results especially for the massive amount of money the school systems as well as government spend yearly on special