Family can be your best friend or your worst enemy at times; sadly my family was my worst enemy during family holidays. Despite my family's confidence and outspoken voice, this is where I struggle to find myself. During many holidays, my family was usually gathered together talking and laughing, but I was the one sitting alone and not really talking. This could be seen mainly during Christmas, this was the time that I really felt like an outsider, all of my family was very interactive and voluble with each other. Despite their actions, I sensed this feeling that I was not really interactive and fitting in with everyone. Personally, I felt like I never could live up to my family’s confidence and outspoken voice. …show more content…
As a result, I sometimes struggle to fathom my family’s perspective of situations, when everyone else really understood. For instance, my family has a contrasting perspective on the crimes between black and white people. This being because most of my family is from an era where racial discrimination was present. Even though this was present in my family’s eras, I was not really exposed to that treatment, so I did not truly understand my family’s perspective. This at times made me feel like an outsider because never lived in their