My parents were very upset with me and so were some of the teachers. I got suspended from school and from some of my basketball games, I kept thinking on how people would look at me and if they would think of me as the wrong way or if they would look as me as the girl I was when I came to this school but everything did change. I kept thinking of suiciding because it got to the point that nobody would want to be around me. Days, weeks, and even months went on with people bothering me about it and constantly telling me how I was dumb to do that and they can't believe that I ever would do that. Let me just say that when you think a guy would be happy for these actions just don’t do it because they only use you for the actions and then they won't talk to you after it. I have also learned that even if you really care for that person don’t give into peer pressure because it will lead you to places that you shouldn’t be in. Don’t do something that a guy begs you to do because most of the time from my experience they will say ok cool I like you back or they will say that they really like you back but then in the next couple of weeks they just stop talking to you once they get what they