The Great Gatsby Dialectical Journal

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Life has its twists and turns. Sometimes you’ll feel like you are on top of the world and sometimes you will hit rock bottom not knowing how to get back up. You’re a whole different person when you’re falling. Your brain is switching. A whole new person is created that you don’t even recognize anymore. And when that happens, you need to find your source of happiness that can help you guide your way back to the shore again. And eventually, I found mine. Back in June of 2021, I vividly remember driving to see a barn for sale, my window down as the warm, brisk air touched my face. The hot, humid, summer air sits on my body, making me feel disgusting. I hate it. I almost feel stuck in. We pulled into the barn and my eyes glistened at the view of a big, …show more content…
It was a Lindsey. My heart wasn’t pounding with excitement anymore. It was pounding with fear. I could feel my eyes looking in every direction, trying to avoid eye contact. My body begins to tremble. I felt the whole room close to me. All alone. Isolated. The sand is a sand. The bright, warm sun became dark and gloomy. When this would happen, I would think back to all the moments where my extroverted self would come out. I shook the fear out of my body and nodded my head at Lindsey. Her tall body wanders over and I hear a small but loud creaking sound. Lindsey’s voice was high-pitched and could come out a bit creaky but almost in a soothing tone. Here is the “Here Emilee! Come say hi to us! He’s super friendly!” Lindsey said. I could feel the corners of my mouth reach for the sky. My mom always said that my smile could light up the whole world. She loved it when I smiled. The cool, eerie atmosphere would disappear with one smile. I hadn’t noticed how quickly time went by. I don’t think anyone did that. One moment it was 11 AM and I was next to Percy. And the next thing I knew it was almost 12:30 PM and I was still next to Percy. Percy reminded me of my first-ever