There is evidently an endless fight of time consuming and painful measures only to look more like women and less like men.
Though it is a lengthy and irreversible process, hijras feel as if they have no choice but to get the operation done because if they do not, they will not be accepted as a part of the hijra community or even as a male in the male/female community because they are neither until they get the operation done. If they go to beg without being emasculated, they will eventually get caught and teased for being a “fake” hijra and will not be given anything. As kids, these hijras would sit with the girls instead of the boys in school and get ridiculed for it by not only their classmates but also their teachers. Some had no one to turn to so they would ignore the bullying and continue as if it was not happening. In Nanda’s writing, Kamladevi, a hijra prostitute, discusses