I desperately wanted to lose weight as I would be shamed by others and I deeply hated the way I looked to the point where I wanted to commit suicide. So I decided to start a weight loss journey, and what better way to start that than with kickboxing? I went and trained every week with my friend Anar, he supported me throughout the whole journey and in the span of 5 months, I lost 40 kilograms. No one noticed me throughout my journey or believed in me, besides my friend Anar, I love him and I look up to him very much and call him everyday while he's living life wonderfully in New Delhi, India. Most people assumed that it was impossible for them to lose weight, especially for someone that weighed over 100 kilograms most of their life. Look at me now; 70 kg and competing in kickboxing and muay thai as a hobby. Three times a week I would give in more than my body could, going consistently, ignoring how I felt and training anyway. At one point, I dreadfully hated going to my kickboxing and muay thai