From that moment all I saw was my future at my current school alone and away from my best-friend. The next few days I could not smile nor feel anything other than complete and utter dismay, I wasn’t good enough to get in. Everything was affected: my emotions, my attitude, my relationship with friends and family. I just shut everyone out. Then one day my parents sat me down and we talked about my rejection, they listened as I explained all of the feelings I had about not receiving a spot. I was expecting them to tell me that it was okay and that I had tried my best. But what they did tell me was a lot more important, they told me that while it was okay that I did not get in, the reason was that I didn’t try hard enough, I didn’t push myself to the absolute maximum. Right after hearing this I was angry, of course I had put all of my effort into my application, how dare they. Yet, I had waited until the last month to do my application, I had put all of my eggs into my basket before counting them. Upon this revelation that I really didn’t do my best I vowed that when it came to something that I wanted to do in the future, even if it was something uncomfortable or scary I would only do my