Following the death of Johnny, Dallas Winston was next. Dally just did not want to live in a world without Johnny, because it seemed impossible to bear. Ponyboy feels the pain after Dallas dies, although Dally had wanted to die as a result of what happened to Johnny. “Please, not him... not him and Johnny both ---I knew he would be dead, because Dally Winston wanted to be dead and he always got what he wanted.” (p. 131) Ponyboy knew that for Dally, living in a world without Johnny was nearly impossible to bear. The decision to raise the gun, knowing he would get shot was simply his way to die. However, Ponyboy now had to cope with the losses of two of his closest friends one after the other. He reflects on everything, between the deaths and exactly how they had happened. “Two friends of mine had died that night: one a hero, the other a hoodlum. But I remembered Dally pulling Johnny through the window of the burning church; Dally giving us his gun, although it could mean jail for him; Dally risking his life for us, trying to keep Johnny out of trouble.” (p. 131) Ponyboy believes that although Dally’s death did not seem brave or courageous compared to Johnny’s, there really was courage and determination in the way he had chosen to die. So for Ponyboy, the loss of two friends had made his grief hurt just that much