After the death of Allie, Holden became upset “The night he died, I slept in the garage and broke all the windows.” Holddn, instead of being sad, became angry that the person he loved most could leave his life unexpectedly at any …show more content…
Holden can't let go of the past and is scared of the future. Holden doesn't want to move on from the past and this is symbolized by the museum, as nothing there ever changes. Another symbol of Holddn not wanting to grow up is his obsession woth the Central Park ducks. Holddn asks repeatedly where the ducks go, whichn Sosa he doesn't know where he should go or whst direction he should take his life in. Holden tries to rekindle his friendship with Jane, but can't bring himself to it“I thought about giving ole Jane a buzz, but I wpjust wasn't in the mood.” Holden fears growing up and tries to put it off. Holden is hypocritical, as he drinks and smokes, but becomes upset as his younger sister Phoebe begins to grow up.Holden misunderstands the poem of The Catcher in the Rye, which sows he hasn't grown up. Holden plans to Idolste himself by pretending to be a deaf mute, however this is anunrealistic