She puts up posters and art pieces to try to make it perfect, but it never will be, because it's always going to be just a janitor's closet. It's a metaphor for her life. For most of the book, Mel is trying to hide the fact that she got raped. She disguises herself as a high schooler going over a rough patch in life when in actuality, Mel’s trying to cover up the fact that she was sexually assaulted. That closet kept her alive in the crazy world of high school.It was a place where Mel could pretend everything was alright and everything was going to be