All those emotions I felt in that hour I carried with me every day and it’s not something I could forget about or ignore. They never faded or lost their potency. I felt them everyday and everyday I had to find the strength to persevere. To push myself in physical therapy and in the classroom so that I had the best chance possible to step back on the field. Even though failure was still always a option even if I did everything I could. To go and watch at all practices and games even though it emotionally hurt in order to stay with the