I grew up being very sheltered as a kid, so my teenage years were crazy. Like many of experience, I went through a stage of wanting to explore everything I wasn't supposed to be doing. At the time, I did not notice that the music I was listening to about sex, alcohol, drugs, violence, etc was affecting me in any way. It did though, I started drinking and was always angry with my mom and lost my virginity at the age of 16. Now, I'm not saying music made those decisions for me but subconsciously it did influence my thoughts. I never realized how much the words in these songs were feeding my brain that it was alright to do these