I had been a christian my whole life and about after 1 or 2 years of him in my life he forced me and my mother to basicly change religions. Even though it made me feel less insecure of my skin color in public. This was a major change in my culture, you could say i experienced major cultural shock as well. Being born and raised a christian it was rough. Without deep detail of this it negatively affected me. It made me very secluded and cause high anxiety almost 24-7. After 5 year of this traumatization, we had left. i went back to christianity, i as well found a love and passion for music As i went through that experience. I found music to be my “get away” from my troubles and even after the past i had major anger issues for about a