Aspects of that 30 minutes keep surfacing in my brain, but most of the time I was in a sort of daze, just 100% focused on dealing with the pain and pushing myself to take it. When I look at the video, it really brings home to me just how much determination and resolve I was putting into taking it. I didn't realise that I was shaking that much, Andy, which as you say is proof that I was being leathered harder than I ever believed possible. It always brings a smile to my face when I think of how unenthusiastic you were about the idea of a leathering when I first suggested it. I think you though that it would never provide the levels of pain you like - As in all things CP, Andy knows best - I've had some phenomenally hard leatherings and know just how much pain a lad can feel when a hard man takes his belt off to him, though there ain't many men who can leather like I can. In truth, I think that part of my reaction was that I had never enjoyed a strapping as much as a caning, in part because the pain from a cane always pushed my buttons. I would admit, that I wasn't sure if a leathering would give me the pain levels I desired... Well I have to say, that you have definitely put me straight on that one, Andy! I still struggle to comprehend just how monumentally painful a leathering can be, when you lay it on. Hopefully one day I'll have you shaking to that extent, as it certainly was an experience and one that should be shared! After all, it does a lad the world of good to be pushed to the very edge of his endurance and I look forward to the day when I can return the compliment. I would find it so horny to be leathered half as well as I leathered you last Saturday, this is the kind of leathering that I should be getting regularly as this is the kind of tanning my backside is really in need of and I know I'd take it like a