They had never seen me without my oversized black hoodie on let alone as more than the “sloppy drunk” they even refused to go after me. She asked if I’ve ever acted before, I said no and later I was casted in the school …show more content…
one day after the stress had built up really high I had felt like cutting but knew I couldn’t because of the play I had sat on floor tearing paper into tinier and tinier pieces and for once in my life it wasn’t being ignored, removed, hidden, or accused of being on drugs it was “are you ok? You’re 15 your life hasn’t even started it’ll be ok.” I started to cry! I bawled so hard I ended up puking twice and no one snap chatted it or said I was drunk. I couldn’t talk to her about what was going on and at the time I hated going home, so she didn’t make me but she did help me calm down. We started to set up the stage for quire until the last things were the mics. She had me speak into one while she hooked everything up from the sound booth and I said everything. I said more than I’d ever dare type or write in a journal my mother might find until I heard myself echo through the auditorium