My school had done something different with the teachers. We had pods and in my pod I had 2 teachers, each teacher taught 2 classes. My math teacher believed that we should learn the material online and do problems in class; although, this was completely different to what I thought we should do. Instead of going home to learn the material by myself, I just ignored it. Nearing the end of the first …show more content…
I was supposed to stay for less than a week, but I ended up staying for 2 weeks. I desperately did not want to go home. When I got home the fights still happened, I still thought my friends hated me, and I dreaded going to school. School started up again and I went through the same struggle; i failed my classes, ignored my friends, and hated my house. Although, I made my middle school's soccer team, and that was a sliver of hope. My mom took my brother to multiple doctors and they figured out why he was so mad and upset, they gave him medicine to treat it and suddenly my family was always fighting. My home life got better, my brother and mom stopped fighting; however, I still struggled with myself. I thought I was so stupid, and annoying. My perception of myself has always been bad, but I wanted a