She was not able to drive or even walk around too much since the disease caused nausea and body aches. I was the only one left to take care of her, therefore, I felt obligated to quit color guard. Although I was heartbroken, I did not want to give up performing. Consequently, I took a dance course at school to continue polishing my dance skills in hopes of returning to the team one day. Also, on the weekends, I rehearsed with some of the team members to catch up with the new skills they learned. Two months after the new school year began, our school was chosen to participate in the annual Tournament of the Roses. Life has showed me kindness throughout the many years I lived. My mother’s condition was improving at the end of the year. I was able to tryout and join the team again. My diligence eventually paid off; the coaches gave me the opportunity to perform a solo in the ballad of our field show, which is presented in front of international bands at the Tournament of Roses Band