The doctors insisted that it would be good for him, but ralph does not trust anyone. he seen that under pressure everyone will crack, so it's better to just not let anyone in. Ralph fears leaders and authority. He remembers what power did to Jack on the island, Ralph likes to be in charge and is very uncomfortable when others are. He never went back to public school, The military paid for home schooling so he did not have to be in uncomfortable situations with others. He tells his family that when he is done school, he is going to start a search and rescue team so that no one is ever left behind. Ralph never lost his ability to be a leader, a friend, or a member of british society. He is just holding on to the last, tiny, bit of childhood innocence that he has left. Ralph grow up way too fast, his ability to trust and know joy was stripped from him. Ralph mostly blames the war. he would have never been on the plane had it not been happening, and the fellow boys might not have been so quick to go violent. Ralph has sent many letters to the queen explaining his thoughts and feelings, but he knows they will never be