Throughout the entire novel, Mia faces an internal conflict, should she stay or should she go? She knows that if she were to stay that she would become an orphan, be in a tremendous amount of pain, and a long road of recovery was to come. If she were to go, all of the suffering would end and she would rest in peace. The decision she makes is not made lightly. She goes back and forth on what would be best for her. One event that persuades her to go is knowing that her brother is now dead. She is now all alone with no family. This pushes Mia over the edge and she starts to go until a familiar voice pulls her out of it. This familiar voice is Adam. Adam is Mia’s rock band boyfriend. He was touring with his band when he heard the news that Mia was in a horrific accident. At this point they were broken up, but their love for eachother never faded. Mia now has a reason to