For the majority of my life I’ve been obsessed with the future and stuck in the past. I constantly wanted to jump ahead, so I could never really focus on the present. I could never appreciate moments when they were happening, so I always looked back with regret. I had the amazing ability to just check out of life. Today I don’t like to use that talent because I constantly feel like I’m missing out.
The day of my high school graduation, I looked around and I realized I barely knew the kids around me. Four years had gone by, and I had no idea where they went. High school was advertised as the best years of my life, and I totally checked out. I felt like I was in an episode of the Twilight Zone, and I had been robbed of the majority