Since my first year I have been highly involved in UC Riverside’s campus life. I have volunteered with the Campus Safety Escort service for two years and was awarded Safety Escort of the year. For three years, I was involved with Model United Nation at UCR, and assumed the presidency position my third year. While in MUN@UCR, I was awarded multiple local and one national awards recognizing my role in conferences. This academic year, I took on two Mentor roles, one with the Student Support Services (TRiO) and the other with the Chicano Peer Link Mentor program under the Chicano Student Programs. According to the Servant Leadership assessment, I have ranked very high in creating value which is explained as having a concern to help the community. This is one of my goals, and my sense of purpose. I wish to impact others and my community in a positive …show more content…
My self-conscious mixed with my self-doubt and pessimistic personality does not make for a good leader. I tend to stay away from opportunities for fear of failure, and this is something I am not proud of. For instance, I was encouraged to apply to graduate school. I want to get my Master’s in Education, and Latin American studies so I can have the great opportunity to teach Modern Latin American history. After looking at programs, I found that the curriculum at UCLA is something that is of high interest to me. I was encouraged to apply to the program by faculty and supervisors, but since I do not feel competitive enough I chose to not apply for the 2018-2019 academic year. I did not want to feel like I failed, or that I failed my community. I wish to change these weaknesses, but I still do not know how I can improve this aspect of myself. I perceive myself as being average or below average while others tend to hold the opposite image of me. This is reflected in the 360 surveys. My circle graph showed that I rated myself with low 3s and 2s while the other raters ranked me in the high 3s and 4s. I would wish to understand why I have these weaknesses. It is also my goal to overcome my self-doubt and to be less self-conscious. I want to pursue higher education, and hopefully in 3-5 years I will be a leader in the classroom